Day 65

So this weekend I got a little news, I wasn't completely shocked because Danny had let me know that it might be coming but then when it did...... I'm still not sure what I want to do.
So I found out that I wont be able to make the show May 1st. Calculations were off in the very beginning and I should have started training a couple weeks earlier. Ugh!
So the good news, I've lost 15lbs!!! YAY!!!! I only have 10 more to loose to get where I want to be and stay!
The other good news, there is a show in August I can do! If I continue training until then I will be in an even better position then I would have been for the May show having quite a few extra months to get ready for it.
The problem is, do I want to train through the summer? Ugh, I haven't decided. I do want to do a show, I just would like a life. It's been tough spending every night at the gym, I never have time to do anything. During the past few months it hasn't been that big of a deal, I really have nothing better to do. It's cold outside and there isn't much going on. But in the summer time, I really don't want to be stuck in the gym.
It's a decision I have to make and I just haven't figured it out yet. I'm probably just being a baby but I just don't know. I'm going to continue to train until I reach my goal of 125lbs. but after that I haven't decided.
Maybe I'll do it, maybe I wont.